Vdoh Vydoh 2006
Then I fell asleep.
I woke up because the whole room
was filled with the sunlight.
Grandmom was sitting at the bed
and fingering my hair.
It was so tenderly.
I was choked with this tenderness,
jumped up and hugged her, kissed
and again was crying,
wascrying because of happyness,
because everyone loves me.
And in the evening…
In the evening I felt
the deepest sorrow
Yes. I was lying.
I was feeling my body.
It seemed so small to me.
And for growing up,
it needed so incredible much time
- eternity, and more eternity.
And here is another day.
The day of my father’s funeral. I was
fifteen at that time.
After his death I did not feel anything,
I did not notice anything around me.
And already in the bus, when we have
to go to the cemetery…
This music…
I suddenly came to myself and saw,
saw everything very clear.
The coffin, And that what was my father,
there in the coffin,
flowers that… that looked and
smelled not like the flowers do.
People who were not alike the people,
which I knew.
And houses, which looked
from the bus window like…
well like…
And my uncle - he was fussing all the time
he was always, always
changing his seat.
he was looking for a seat - more far from the open window.
then more close to it.
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